First day

So this is my first day as a blogger.  What am I thinking?!?!  Usually I am a very private person and doing something like this is a huge step for me.  I mean, I'm putting alot of stuff out there for other people to see...my thoughts, hopes, dreams, failures, and on and on.  Perhaps I am looking for healing through writing, perhaps I am hoping that someone I love will see this one day, perhaps not.  I do know that I am lonely....not in the way of not having family or friends, but in the way of not having that special someone.  You know, the one who becomes your best friend, lover, spouse, or partner, whatever you want to call them.  Maybe I wish to spread to those who read this the love I have for others.  Since this is a new endeavour for me I hope you'll come along for the ride.